Blogger Widgets When My Life Becomes a Book: Alcolism Part 2 "Recovery"

Saturday, May 3, 2008

Alcolism Part 2 "Recovery"

Alcoholism part 2 is just the beginning of my recovery. Last Night I dove into a bottle of whiskey and hurt everyone I love in the process. Today is a new beginning, a new start, my cravings for alcohol have left me, its a Demon that grabs you and without the strength of my "Higher Power" ...


One Day at a Time"


My torn up my relationship with my boyfriend, hurt him, my kids and myself.My oldest daughter once told me the alcoholics are selfish, I admit to being selfish, I admit to being wrong and... Saying your sorry doesn't fix it.

No one can Help me but myself. I am willing full hearted to success and recover.

Me and my girls went shopping for a dress for graduation, we tried on dresses, shoes and even hats. I took some pictures of our shopping spree. I will have to post them tomorrow because my daughter has the camera...Stay tune tomorrow.

read my blog titled "Struggling Parents", it be a crazy few months for me and I've made it more miserable by drinking and adding it to my frustrations. My blog I mentioned above is the method to recovery, the method is called "My Ladder".Today I took the first step on the ladder, my Ladder to success, to stop all negative memories, false illusions, hurting others and living in denial.


My other blogs;
1. Across this bridge
2. Marketing myself
3. Struggling parents
4. When life become a book
5. Read Between the Lines
6. Internet Lifestyle
7. The Sleeping Turtle Art Gallery








3 comments:

Jollyjo said...

I have seen a good friend get lost in alcohol (literally).

You are absolutely right...the help can only come from within.

Anonymous said...

you,wish,you,so,much,every,dayhappy,everything,is,satisfied......

Anonymous said...

encourage......................................................................