Blogger Widgets When My Life Becomes a Book: May 2008

Friday, May 30, 2008

Donations

June 2, this yr my internet will be shut off. My income stops, so I won't be able to pay for the service. I am planning on getting a laptop next month, donations are appreciated if you can donate to help pay for paying for my laptop or internet services or even a place to stay.

I am currently staying at my daughters apartment and my boyfriends place. I'm planning on getting a studio apartment because I don't need that much space. I don't like to ask for donations, but I am injured, disabled from working. I worked in the nursing field for over 25 yrs and for the last 2 yrs I've been on Workers comp and Welfare. Workers comp stopped and Welfare stops in August because my daughter turns 18. I've applied for SSI (Social Security Disability) and they are in the process of just doing paper work for now, it'd be over a yr for them to approve it.

I will be working under the table, private Home care soon, but I can't work to many hours due to my injury. So, donations are VERY MUCH appreciated...

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Thursday, May 29, 2008

Depressed, angry, frustrated, gloomy, anxiety, stressed, and feeling sorry for myself

I've been depressed, angry, sad, I cry, feeling sorry for myself, and feeling negative like a dead end street. I know that I'm not the only one that has felt like this. Trying to overcome these feeling bound up inside of my, I want to feel numb, I want to sob, soak in my tears, and maybe I want to express all these feelings. I want to cry out loud, but silently. to many emotions bottled up inside of me just waiting to burst out.


I am going through a lot of changes in my life. Menopause, my youngest daughter graduated (feeling old and lonely, like I am not needed, force to go out into the world to work with my injury after not working for 2 yrs., finding a place to live, I'm alone, taking care of myself.)

Am I a angry person?

am I feeling sorry for myself?

My depression is a state of mind which is characterized by a negative sense of inadequacy and a visual lack of activity. It is a mental state in which the effecting person experiences sad feelings of gloom and downtur n in mood, which is because I lost self-esteem from not working for 2 yrs.. The comm on behavior includes feelings of sadness, despair, low self-esteem, low self-reproach and discouragement. (Click on image to read)

Protecting Yourself from Anger

Step1
Don't let anyone blame you. Sometimes an angry person will blame those close to them for all their problems.

Step2
Make sure you have ample support, so that anxiety does n't

become a problem for you. Living with an angry person can make you feel anxious and afraid.

Step3

Look for family patterns. Distorted anger can be pa ssed down from generation to generation; learned patterns of behavior can be diff icult to unlearn.

Step4
Identify the angry person's triggers. Identification can be useful in keeping yourself out of the cycle of anger.

Step5
Watch for increased episodes of anger under stressful situations. Anger can be coupled with low impulse control which tends to escalate under stress.

Step 6
Create a safety plan. This can be critical if the person has the potential to escalate to violence. Having spare car keys, money and phone numbers readily available may save you and your children.
Step7
Try not to take on a teacher or therapist role with th e angry person. It is their responsibility to work o n their anger, but it is also their choice! If you become their teacher or therapist they may resent you for it and become increasingly angry toward you. (Click on image to read)

Step 8

Teach people about the limits and boundaries of anger expression. An angry person is responsible for their own behavio

rs.

So my last word to end todays blog will be HOPEFUL; Light at the end of the tunnel.
"Once we learn to let go of the problem ...the loving care from your higher power, will provide strong support to help me understand what the whole purpose of these emotional roller coaster is all about"


Place all my worries into his hands, and release stress, anxiety, anger, frustration, suicidal thoughts etc...




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Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Update

Keeping you updated on my stats from these communities I've joined. The first one is "Project Wonderful", then "EntreCard," etc...


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